Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Live Today As Though It May Become Your Last


I watched Nine the other day. I took myself to the movies. I had never gone alone before. It turned out to be just what I needed. If you go and see it, those of you who know me best will know EXACTLY what I mean. The only thing I thought could have been improved is the casting choice of Daniel Day-Lewis. A fine actor, though not one of my favorites; he made the whole thing a lot more depressing than it had to be. Antonio Banderes would have been a much better choice. The women, however, were all dazzling.
In one of my favorite moments of the film, Nicole Kidman, who plays Day-Lewis's muse, sings to him a song about their relationship. The lyrics, combined with Kidman's haunting, liquid voice were pure magic. This was the point in the movie that I just broke down and cried like a little girl...


In a very unusual
way, one time I needed you.
In a very unusual way, you were my friend.
Maybe it lasted a day,
Maybe it lasted an hour,
But somehow it will never end.
In a very unusual way, i think I’m in love with you.
In a very unusual way, i want to cry.
Something inside me goes weak, something inside me
surrenders,
And you’re the reason why,
You’re the reason why.
You don’t know what you do to me.
You don’t have a clue.
You can’t tell what it’s like to be me looking at
you.
It scares me so that i can hardly speak.
In a very unusual way, i owe what i am to you.
Though at times it appears i won’t stay,
I never go.
Special to me in my life,
Since the first day that i met you.
How could i ever forget you,
Once you had touched my soul?
In a very unusual way, you’ve made me whole.



Go see it. Really.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Santa came, Scrooge jumped on his bed, I'm five pounds heavier so who's gonna eat this cheese ball?

So Christmas came and went. It was a pretty fabulous one! I got to spend it with all the people I love best in the world, which made me so deliriously happy! (Of course, it could have been all the sugar.)
I got some pretty sweet gifts, too. Jesse got me a couple movies, including Sex and the City and DeLovely (which we actually got for each other, so we did the old exchange today), and a book on the Crusades and, best of all, a hookah! YAY! We smoked it last night. He also loved my presents to him, which I was glad about. I love shopping for people and so I was so happy I actually had a job this year and was able to afford gifts for all my closest friends and family! Hooray!
I watched a ton of holiday movies that I hadn't seen before this year, including "National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation", which was funny but not a classic like "A Christmas Story."
Now there's just a few parties left...here's hoping somebody kisses me on New Year's!